SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVRYONE!!!! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!! WHEE!!
It's here again....hope that everyone have a blast just like me.....
Nice seeing all beautiful family members gathering at one place....
extra special this year..atuk is here with us and my whole maternal side is with us during the first day of raya...
Love all the warmth by yar close ones.... crapping and joking...
best part... this is the month.. where broken ties r mend... forgiveness r in the air
The beauty of Syawal....
Personally.. Syawal 2010 brings thousand and one beautiful memories for me....
Those who knew... this year have been nothing but a challenging as well as a trouble year for me..
it's been a hard journey surviving it...
sweat... tears.... screams... sadness....
about almost eveything i have endure to push through just one day in my life....
it is a battle everyday...
However, i thank ALLAH sWt for blessing me with such a beautiful ppl in my life...my family.. fc.... besties...
who have been the greatest support in my life...
their continous love and support as well doa...
makes me stonger and determine to live through this life which is a gift from Allah swt!!!
Alhamdulilah, that battle is finally over....the grey skies r finally moving....
I am so thankful that despite all the trouble times... allah swt love and care have been my greatest pillar strength...
Though at times, i question HIM.... HE always show me the right path to take....
Evrything happened for a reason.... all we need is to have faith in him..
Im glad i did.........
Coz finally it is here......
Thank u allah....tHnak u for evrything.....Thank u for your blessing...
for giving this beautiful gift on de last day of ramadhan... a new beginning in syawal....
May Syawal 2010 brings lotsa goodness in your life too...
Should i have said something, did something...
i seek forgiveness from u.....
:)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 2:42 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
:A boy who has cerebral palsy and in a wheel chair.. What i have learnt from him!!
Today... while waiting for 913 with Fc.. as usual , was busy complaining bout my life issues the tiny weeny problems ( i mean who wouldn't rite... dOnt bluff if you don't!!) It was then.. Fc stopped me when he saw this boy in a wheelchair on the road from far, He was moving at the opposite direction of the road.. Lucky for him, there weren't many cars on the road... Naturally, FC was pretty worried bout the young chap cos he was ALONE!! scared that he might get hit.. scared that he might fall... However, when he got closer... what i noticed was about him, beside he was on a wheel chair,.. he too has cerebral palsy!! But what got me and FC amazed was His sheer determination on his face... Despite being a wheel chair... I noticed that he did not give up.. He still moves even though at times, i could see him struggling to keep at the side of the road... Mind you.. with such condition...Should any reckless driver fails to notice him, may end up hitting him and severely injuring him. But this boy just keep moving forward despite all the risk He was trying his mighty best to move on HIS OWN and hopefully reaching his destination, no matter how slow and how hard it is... the strength i see in him is so remarkable...
That was when FC said to me.... " U KEEP COMPLAINING HOW HARD YOUR LIFE IS... BUT HAVE U SEEN HOW HARD THAT BOY HAVE TO LIVE.... NOW AFTER THAT PERHAPS THEN U REALIZE WHAT YOU GOING THROUGH IS JUST SMALL PORTION OF HIS HARDSHIP.. HOWEVER HARD IT IS... REMIND YOURSELF HOW LUCKY TO BE BLESSED WITH GOOD HEALTH AND ABLE BODY...."
It was then regrets and shame fill my heart.. if i could have cry in public.. i have definitely would do so... Was holding back in my heart.... Goodness... all this while..i keep saying how hard my life is right now to FC... i failed to open my eyes and heart to see how lucky i am... to be bless by Allah swt.. with good health with complete family with beautiful frens with LOVE.... How could i even do that... Astagfirullah!!
Today... i learn an important lesson... that whatever happened in life.... always be grateful for the beautiful life that Allah swt grants us... The hardship that we complain and bitch about maybe just one tenth of some one else... yet they gets on with life, carrying A BIG SMILE on their face.. That strength in them... and if they can do it... i believe u and i could do the same!!! Allah swt dont disappoint us and all we need to believe in him.. Since He bring us here.. He will bring us through it.. Insya allah!! :) Psst.. maybe this is one way Allah swt tries to show me how lucky i amy i am .. :)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 3:33 AM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
AN ANGEL TO ME
Author: Patricia Annette Roden
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin.
I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true.
I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost.
But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground.
You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly.
I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'.
You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.
* I LOVE U,SHARIL*
psst: for evryone of u who is madly and devotedly in love with your special one :)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 11:00 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
:IMPERFECT RELATIONSHIP.. PERFECT LOVE..
What is love? The real definition of love? How do one know that what they are feeling is Love? How do one define love?
I been asking myself the same questions just like many million people out there... to know precisely what is Love is... Some said u know u r in love when u want to meet that special person all the time.. Some said u just knew it.. That Gut feeling... while others said... that chemistry being shared between 2 individuals is LOVE?
Well personally to me.... It is all the above.. In fact, i think Falling in love is an experiment.. some times u may get it right.. some times u may get wrong.... U may have done your thorough research yet it seems to fall short in certain areas... then u have to analyze the results before thinking solutions to future improvements... hoping it will be better the next round.. though some are lucky in their first trial.. Kudos to u peeps.. Majority like us have to undergo many trials before we meet the one...
For a person who went through couple of experiments myself..LOL.. enduring the heart ache each time falling out in love... sucks totally... i bet u know it feels.... Nevertheless, i like the idea of falling in love.. perhaps maybe i enjoyed the attention shower on me.. come on.. u guys too right!! Thus i don't know i fall in love due to the attention or simply just because IT IS LOVE!!
I always have that perception how could one be in love.. stayed madly in love with one person for the rest of their lives...I have no idea... I find it weird that someone can stay in a r/s for so long.. pure dedication to that particular person... Dont they get bore or sick? OR THIS IS WHAT THEY CALLED LOVE?? Even those in the r/s sometimes ponder whether they r in love or because they have been too long in the r/s hence it is better to stay in it coz it is too expensive to let go...
Well, i didn't know what it is maybe after falling out of love couple times, makes me realize that perhaps it is simple companionship that many of us seeks for rather than love... once that companionship turns sour... everything simply ends. However, my perception begins to change when i met a special one almost 5 years back. Honestly, in the early stages.. i didn't know that i could even survive....
Yet, as time goes.... it gets better... as if the right piece of jigsaw have been placed in the correct spot.... time definitely has allowed us to learn more bout one another... tweaking it abit here and there to get the whole consistency right ( don't mind me.That was just me having a BAKING moment. ahaha)
I enjoyed my times with him..going out with him...watching movies.. seeing him in action wen he played soccer...and each time he sent me back, i will secretly hoping that he could spend more time wif me.. and the day should have been 48 hours instead of 24... :P
I enjoyed all the crappy talks we share.. seeing his "couldnt be bothered" expression when i gave him lame jokes.. or his irritated face ( raising his eye brows) when i constantly asking him questions bout things i dont know and those i know..LOL seeing him alone just make my day...i grew comfortable being around with him If this is what they call love.. feeling restless when that special one is not around.. Then i am feeling it..
Nevertheless, just like any other r/s.. ours too are not spared from its trials... Being opposite from each other.. we both have our own ways Often.. we misunderstood the intentions or signals that either one of us tried to show There are times.. it gets so hard trying to make things better... He has his own.. Me with mine.... 2 individuals with 2 different personalities in one room... It is either make it or break it... But im glad among the differences, we managed to find that one similarity.. That we truly want to be in it together...solving and making things right for both of us. Adapting and respecting each other..Overcoming the flaws just to bring us closer to one another .. If this what they call Love... I truly agrees...
Hence, answering that question that were in my mind... how do one stayed madly in love with one person for the rest of their lives... I think Love make it happened.... The 3 words.. I LOVE YOU have been used so casually yet no one knows the true meaning until they truly meet the one.. I'm glad that i am blessed with that opportunity to know such a beautiful partner..inside and out Who has allowed me to appreciate the true meaning of Love.. IMPERFECT RELATIONSHIP.. PERFECT LOVE...
So that is my definition of LOVE.. * I love you from the first time we met til now.. i know that u r the best for me... :)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 12:57 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
: THE UGLY TRUTH.
MEN FROM MARS, WOMEN FROM VENUS.... Catch the ugly truth...personally i think it is kinda interesting how men and women differs in their thinking.... BATTLE OF THE SEXES.. I have to admit that at certain parts of the movie. I was literally nodding in agreement with Katherine- ABBY's words and grossly disagreeing with Gerald-MIKE's manly observations of us. Of course, Fc was on the opposite end and we were basically having MILD debate over who is right in the theater. LOL! as usual, no one wins.:P
I think we can learn a lil something from the movie.
Both men and women are developed differently hence how we thinks DEFINITELY not the same. Nevertheless, that is what attracts us to one another. THE OPPOSITE. Guess the old adage may have some truth in it after all. It is that difference in us-both female and male, that make us unique and strangely attracts the curiosity of the opposite sex. Just like me and Fc. One who is extra friendly with someone who is shy.:P
One particular scene which i simply LOVE is when Mike declared his love to Abby in a hot air balloon. Despite her neurotic behaviour and never mind the fact that she is a control freak, he still loves her just the way she is. HOW ADORABLE!!
Not to mention, when Abby wore vibrating undies to executive company dinner. It was freaking hilarious to see how Abby's reaction when the undies starts to vibrates vigorously. The whole theater was basically laughing loudly. ;)
Lastly, to answer the main debate between Abby and Mike over WHO IS MORE PATHETIC WHEN COMES TO FINDING LOVE AS WELL AS WHO IS MORE COMPLICATED?? My answer: MEN. :P
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 2:08 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
:SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVRYONE, WITH LOTSA LOVE, ZAINE'S FAMILY!!
Hari Raya is celebrated to mark the end of the month of fasting and abstinence, Ramadan. I hope that 2009 Ramadhan, evryone of u are shower with ALLAH SWT BLESSINGS!!
As we welcome Syawal, i would like to seek forgiveness from all of my dear families and friends. "To Err Is Human.. hence if there is any moment in time that i have hurt any one of you... Pls forgive me..... On top that, My family and I would like to wish u and yar beloved family.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.. YANG BAIK ITU DATANG DARI ALLAH S.W.T. dan segala keburukan, kesalahan dan kesilapan datangnya dari diri Suzz sendiri... Maaf Zahir dan batin.. :)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 3:16 AM
Friday, August 21, 2009
:SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!
TO ALL MY DEAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS,
Once again, The holy month of ramadhan is here again.Hence i would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you SELAMAT BERPUASA/HAPPY FASTING with your loved ones. Most important, let us be closer with ALLAH SWT through our ibadah.
May His Blessings Be With You...
"The month of Ramadan is the one in which the Quran was sent down, a guidance for mankind, clear proofs for the guidance, the Criterion; so whoever amongst you witnesses this month, let him fast it." (Surah al-Baqarah 2:185)
with lotsa loves, Suzz and Family
:)
♥When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms,The whole world just fades away ♥ 8:35 PM
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.born nineteen eighty four.
.gEmini .
.UOB bioMEdical undergraduate .
.Parttimer BXwoman .
.my eyes are dabbed in M.A.C .
.DAvidoff EchoWoman is my scent as a woman .
.slings my shoulder with BIg bAGs.
.struts the catwalk in Charles & Keith .
.sashays confidently in Wateva ComFy.
. indulgence in CHOCOLATE and ICE CREAM.
.bAKing rejuvenate my soul .
. im juz simply loves my Famliy and FAT cat.
